Not every aspect of my blogs has to be taken seriously. |
This may be the most fundamentally vital blog I will ever
write. If there’s one thing I want you to take away from this series, it’s the
following message: don’t chew gum stuck to the bottom of your desk, it’s not
free candy. Only joking, what I want you to practice doing is not letting other’s
opinions shape you. You determine your own self-worth. I’m well aware that I am
not the first to reiterate this, nor will I be the last, but that just makes it
a testament of how important it is for each of us to implement this into our
lifestyle. I know what you’re going to say; easier said than done. Yet some
people are naturals at not giving a damn of other’s judgement. I’m lucky to
have a group of friends with this talent, and through them I've garnered a
certain confidence that was once lacking.
Achieving the state of induced ignorance doesn't happen
overnight. It starts by finding people who like you for who you are. The
ability to show your true colors to complete strangers, and making yourself
vulnerable to their judgement, is already a test of testosterone. The payoff is
finding someone who doesn't let you make a fool of yourself, alone. This may
take some fine tuning, b
ut anything of value does too.
Next, you must realize that you are not your friends,
regardless of how similar you are. Liking each other’s companionship doesn't
mean you’re not allowed to disagree and argue. If you really want to complement
each other, you have to have your own opinions that are independent or even
polar opposites of your buddy’s. Just like a married couple, arguing actually
makes the relationship healthier (as long as everyone agrees on the subjects
that matter most).
Be your greatest champion. |
OK, so you know what your fundamental beliefs are, you
possess your own opinions on various topics, and you are who you are; you have
friends who like the person you’re becoming. But you’re hide isn't, yet, impenetrable.
A small jibe, a quick and vicious comment may not deter you, but something big
can still shake your foundations. Everyone has felt, at least once, that the
whole world is against them (human beings tend to be drama queens). At the
worst of times, you question yourself, and downgrade your own self-esteem. The
truth is that this only happens when we listen to our own brain noise. “The
root of suffering is following and listening to that brain noise, and actually identifying
with it as though that’s who you are.” 1 When it comes down to it,
what others think of us matters much less than what we think of ourselves;
therefore, we are our own worst critic and enemy. “But that’s just the noise
your brain makes, and more often than naught, it probably doesn't have much to
say that’s going to help you… The times that I felt my best, are the moments
that I've been able to pull that plug … and rise above [the thought].” 1
If we allow our beliefs to echo the voices that aren't our own, we become
slaves to that which we now are, not what we were meant to be.
Finally, never mistake constructive criticism for personal
judgement. The former is something we should acknowledge and build upon (even
if it’s hard to hear that we aren't perfect); the latter is that brain noise we
must strive to outshout. In either scenario, defend yourself, not your brain noise.
References:
1 An interview with Chris Evans here.
Skip to 1:25 for instant inspiration.
Jonny boy, I must say, this is my absolute favourite post of yours to date. I've been raised to always speak the truth or your mind and to always be yourself unapologetically no matter what others think of you. This being said, I've struggled to find myself and maintain my own voice throughout high school. I have however, since high school began, found myself and learned to accept criticism from others (being where my carefree attitude comes from). Now that I'm here, I'm happier than ever. Being yourself is so important and I'm so glad you've chosen to share how salient and relevant this is to everyone.
ReplyDeleteFunnily enough, you were the inspiration for this blog Gen! When I mentioned those friends of mine that are immune to the opinions of others, you were at the forefront of the group. I too have been taught the value of discovering myself and forging my identity, and it has been a bumpy road to say the least. My goal is to strive to achieve the same fierce confidence that you possess in such vast quantities. :) Thanks!
DeleteWow, keep it up Jonathon, you are an incredible writer have you considered writing as future career. Anyways Jonathon you keep on amazing me, you're pictures capture my attention but the writing makes me keep reading. That video in the end was amazing I haven’t watched the movie but this video sure made me want to, keep it up Jonathon.
ReplyDeleteIn grade school, I was much more bashful than I find myself to be now. I realized that, other than the people whom I was directly associated with, there was nothing externally appealing about my character because I was reserving my qualities for fear of judgement. One day, I woke up. I realized that no one will take to me if I don't expose my essence; I realized I would have no honest relationships with people if I was dishonest in my behavior. This is so very important. I thank you for articulating the issue so well.
ReplyDeleteYou bring up an incredibly relevant point with which I can easily sympathize. Even after having known our grade school classmates for so many years, we still hid within a sort of cocoon. You and Polonius are right; if you are true to yourself, than you won't be false to anybody else. I'm glad you enjoyed my entry, and I'm equally glad to see the butterfly within you that's broken free of its cocoon.
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